I didn’t expect you to hurt me like this again. &I lost a really close friend in the process. how is it that i go into it, apathetic and come out of it a little heartbroken? you felt something and that scared you. you can’t deny it but you tried when you cut me out of your life.
yeah, I love you.
my addiction.
And I don’t want the world to see me ‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand When everything’s made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I don’t want to be with you, and I don’t want anyone else to have you but me.
I have never cried so much in one week.
i’ve found my next victim.
out of sight, out of mind. i’m over it and i’m over you; and it never felt so good. liberation of something that’s been holding me down.
finally<3
out of sight, out of mind.
I miss the way it use to be, not what it was like when I knew you but before then…because then I would never know pain.
I’ve seen your act and I know all the facts, I’m still in love with who I wish you were.
so, many of you have already done this and i’ve decided i wanted to do it too; just to see what words would pour out as i write these.
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
why? please tell me WHYYYYY!? there’s no denying it anymore. I thought it went away for good…and it hasn’t. not after this night, not after today, not after….that. so many things that was left unsaid, finally said. it felt good. no it felt AMAZING. I wanted to know for the looongest time and now I do, and the thing is…it’s always been you.
things never turn out the way you expect. EVER.
people & friends can really suck sometimes. HONESTLY there is no one you can truely depend on these days. you would think that they would be there for me…but loyalty and friendship mean two completely different things to us.
things never turn out the way you expect. EVER.
so I’m new to tumblr and the fact that I’m suppose to write down my thoughts for everyone to see is weird to me… but I’ll try my best(:
